Wanna know why?

grk6699
3 min readDec 2, 2022

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Hi, I’m Harish. I am Data scientist, whose job seemed to be simple when you explain to others. You may think why I hate my life even I got an high paid job. In Life, there are many other things that matter. It’s because I hate my self, I hate to look at the mirror, I hate my parents for showering love even before I was born. When you are counting your last minutes, your entire life will pass infront of eyes.

Just like others, my parents also love me a lot and thought I’m just like any child. I am a passionate kid who studied hard to grow all the years, and they wanted me to raise as heigh as possible. They provided a good education and platform whatever the best that they can afford. I want them to feel proud. I always thrived for perfection, I studied all day long and worked hard to grow.

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I was being a nice guy but others started bullying me. All these odd scenarios at an early age helped me grow tough then I have moved to Texas- America inorder to step-up my level but As I’m an outsider, I have been bullied and here I met my love of life Mountain Laurel, she taught me how to develop my character if someone bother they aren’t left without a scar. I feel sorry for my child for leaving him behind in this ruthless world.

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Still, I wasn’t good enough, people around me looked at me in a differently even though I’m just like anyone else. I start my day after a lovely kiss from my sunshine. Soon after I will set myself for the hectic work at the office but still, others contemned on me. I don’t understand why these people bully me. Do I look like a scrape?

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I work hard even during tough times and grow in extreme conditions. I might not look great even if few hate me. Even I have a heart, don’t blame me for what I haven’t done wrong. It’s not my fault to be born like this. Look at my work even in such hard conditions with a small number of resources. I work with my best efforts to earn my food and even provide shelter to others unless you intend to harm me. So sad right, this is my life, I’m (cactus)Prosopis Juliflora and here is my pic, Bye!

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grk6699

learning muggles magic with the swing of my quill and, let me float & fly with the help of literature called broomstick.... This newbie seeker will try his best